Dear Crissy

Wordless Wednesday: My little shadow

This child… this adorable child, is driving me nuts. I am a human pacifier, and I pretty much haven’t slept in 5 months. I am delirious.


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Angry Julie Monday,  Better in Bulk,  Five Minutes For Mom,  Live and Love…Out Loud,  The Divine Miss Mommy, and Dagmar’s Momsense.

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  1. Kristi {at} Live and Love Out Loud — May 9, 2012 @ 1:22 am (#)

    Aww, I’ve so been there. It’s tough. I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better – no glimmer of hope that’ll give you the energy boost you’re requiring. So I’ll just leave it at this… I feel your pain. :)


  2. Dagmar ~ Dagmar's momsense — May 9, 2012 @ 1:26 am (#)

    Are you bed sharing? I did from day one with L and I usually got great sleep because I’d just latch him on and would fall right back to sleep. But I do get the part of feeling like a pacifier – which L never had because he had me LOL


    • Crissy — May 9th, 2012 @ 1:35 am

      I don’t particularly want to be, but yes. She will rarely let me unlatch her! She wants to be ON ME all night. When I try to slide her over a little, even though she’s asleep, she will wake up and scream at me. She’s something else.

    • Dagmar ~ Dagmar's momsense — May 9th, 2012 @ 1:57 am

      Now imagine that scenario with a much older child who has an argument with you about why he has to stay stuck on you forever LOL

      She just knows what’s good for her. I don’t blame her, she’s smart: which kid wouldn’t want mommy and sweet milk at the same time, all the time :)

  3. Lolli @ Better in Bulk — May 9, 2012 @ 7:48 am (#)

    She is adorable, but I know exactly what you mean about the human pacifier. I had one…she’s almost 16 now. Luckily, they DO grow out of this stage. I promise.


  4. Mimi — May 9, 2012 @ 8:35 am (#)

    hahaha I was a human pacifier for all four of my kids. I remember those days well. You will sleep again one day. I promise. =)


  5. Lindsay — May 9, 2012 @ 8:42 am (#)

    Yeah, but is there any better feeling in the world than looking down and seeing that little smiling face staring back at you? She’s so beautiful!


  6. Gina — May 9, 2012 @ 8:58 am (#)

    Awwww! My youngest is a tough baby too, he’s cute, but a beast!


  7. Paola — May 9, 2012 @ 9:09 am (#)

    I had 4, only 2 breast fed, other 2 didn’t like it- my youngest is 4 and I haven’t recovered, lol- cosleeping made all the difference for me and if I had to do it over, I wouldn’t change a thing. The memories are priceless and they grow up too quick. We are also very close and I agree, nothing like seeing that baby in your arms even if it takes some effort to keep your eyes open :)


  8. Donna Yost — May 9, 2012 @ 9:15 am (#)

    but what a cute face!


  9. Marishannon Baker — May 9, 2012 @ 9:31 am (#)

    I know all about being a human pacifier :)


  10. Jeannette Laframboise — May 9, 2012 @ 9:49 am (#)

    Adorable is right! Sweetest little face ever. :-) I really miss having little ones around which I suppose makes no sense considering what you are going through. Mine are now 28, 25, and 11. It truly will get better and the time will pass so quickly that it becomes like a blur. Believe it or not, there will be a day way in the future that you will long for those days. Sounds nuts right?

    I remember going through exactly the same thing especially with my last child and someone told me to enjoy every second because it flies by and I really wanted to tell them where to go. Didn’t believe I would ever long for it but I do now.

    On the other side of it, you do need a ‘time out’ of your own. If you can get a sitter every now and again and go out and enjoy some “me” time that would really help. I remember taking my youngest to a friends house for the day and I seriously went home to bed…for 7 straight hours I slept. I know exactly where you are coming from. Some day, you will be telling a mom that feels like a human pacifier that the time will fly by and to enjoy every second, yes… you really will. For now though, feel free to tell me where to go. :-)


  11. Heather L — May 9, 2012 @ 9:52 am (#)

    I remember those days with both of my girls. I know how exhausting and frustrating it can be. Even now at 4 and 8 they are both still extremely attached to me. They both are also a bit stuborn and set in their ways. They can be very sweet do not get me wrong…they are very funny too…it’s just they know what they want. I wonder if babies that feel the need to be so close from birth are just that kind of personality type? Cause I think of a few friends who have kids that had to co sleep and use mom as a pacifier that are kinda that way too. However, I have read several articles on co sleeping recently that say how good it is for them and that we are one of the only countries that doen’t promote co sleeping. My 4 year old atleast starts out in her own bed now however, she always come in my room around 2 am. I know there will be a day the you (I) will probably miss these days and the fact that they wanted to be with us all the time. I do try to cherrish our closeness. In fact I just started a little journal with my 8 yr old…because I feel like since she doesn’t get in bed with me anymore we are not as close (weird I know). We take turns writing to each other in and it is amazing what she will share and what we can talk about in it. It all goes so fast…just try to enjoy your “special” time with her.


  12. Danielle @ Royalegacy — May 9, 2012 @ 10:19 am (#)

    Human pacifier..Ha! I remember those days being one myself. I had a recliner that I would get comfy in at night, and me and the baby would sleep there quite a lot. I would finally get some halfway decent sleep, instead of staying up, and then putting the baby back down in the crib. I never liked bed sharing, because I was always afraid of rolling over on the baby, and so was my husband. I read somewhere that this loss of sleep makes women much more hardier than men, and that’s why women usually live longer than men. Don’t worry about it, You will survive this, and it will be a happy memory one day, just like it is for me.


  13. Tree — May 9, 2012 @ 10:45 am (#)

    What a little doll she is! Makes it tough to get upset with her. lol I nursed 3 of my 5 kiddos… one of my twins was the same way. He nursed every couple hours non-stop.. the other one would sleep 8 hours through the night. Total opposites.

    My Hawaiian Princesses


  14. If I Could Escape — May 9, 2012 @ 10:47 am (#)

    I hear you! But, don’t worry … I promise it doesn’t last forever. The terrible two’s, moody tweens and restless teens are soon to come. Adorable photo!!


  15. Julie {Angry Julie Monday} — May 9, 2012 @ 11:00 am (#)

    But she is super duper adorable!!!


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